I had so much fun at the Carnival in the Community Center tonight. It was amazing! I went with my youth group and we just hung out and ate till we were sick and ran around trying to jack candy from the stands and stuff. Then we goofed off on JMS campus and it was really dark and spooky. I was supposed to go with my friend Sunday and see a movie but it didn't work out. I need to call her and talk to her so we can hang out another time. We are a lot more alike now that we're all in high school. OHHHHHH! The Used are coming to LA on the 10th!!! I wanna see them so bad! I'm listening to them rite now.

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." -Dr. Seuss

Hehe, I like my background...it's pretty.

Shoot! My computer hates me!!! I had to create a new blog for no reason cause my friking retarded laptop wouldn't let me back into this one!

Haha. I shouldn't be laughing but I am. I knew it wouldn't last. They broke up. This relationship lasted um a little less than a week. I just knew like I always know with all my girlfriends like her. "I found the perfect guy," they say giggling like they're in middle school still. Then they go through the pathetic list of all the good things about the guy. I force a light note into my voice and say, "I'm so happy for you. He sounds wonderful." I don't believe it though. I can't even tell them that I feel like this guy isn't the "right one". They all ask me for advice and I give them true raw blunt advice and they ignore it. It's really exhausting.

She did it. She's been trying to do this for weeks now. She has been obsessing over it to the point where I wanted to take a gun to my head so I wouldn't have to keep dealing with the crap she was hurling at me over and over and over again. Well now she can't bother me. She finally got what she wanted. She finally poked her nose into places it shouldn't be, she was annoying and infantile and she got what she wanted. God, I bet it won't last. I bet that guy is a complete jerk. He seems really shallow and immature but she wanted him...so she went out and got him.

UUUUUUHHHHHHHH! MY FRIENDS ARE DRIVING ME INSANE!!! how is it that everytime I try to pick new friends that I hope are going to be calm, savvy, actually have a head on their shoulders and I pick the gals that are the preppiest, most dramatic idiotic girls in the world?!? Really, my friends seriously need to go on Ebay and find themselves real lives. They think their soooo cool and all that and they want me to be like them. I will never be like them. I'm never going let any of their crap get to me because I get tired of listeing to them complain and make fun of me because of the music i listen to, the stuff i say, the dreams i have, the plans i'm making.

"Be yourself, don't take anyone's [crap] and never let them take you alive."
~Gerard Way~