oh my gosh! i was watching this video today called all around me by flyleaf and this one girl put a comment about being jealous because they got to walk around in this gorgeous paint in bare feet. I FEEL THE EXACT SAME WAY!!!!! oh and if you get the chance look up the vid jesse mccartney (attempts and fails) at covering i write sins. it is sooooooooo funny! im warning you in advance and i apologize if you are a jesse fan :P

:) i feel a lot better today. yesterday afternoon my little sister and i completely destroyed what was disturbing me. it was bothering her too but not as much as me. so i ran into the garage screaming for a hammer and i think i scared the stranger in there talking to my dad. then we took it outside and smashed it!! i felt so good afterwards that almost cried of happiness. ahh! sweet bliss! it doesn't take much to please or entertain me.

im extremely disturbed right now. you know when u see something that totally disgusts you to the point where your're almost in tears and you can't get that image out of your mind no matter what you do? thats sorta what i feel like.

hi. i just got back from a kinda awkward pool party with some of the people from my 4-H group. it was nice because all the people that im friends with came. then my other friend showed up and her older sister brought her boy friend. that was really awkward but he was really funny so it wasn't too bad i guess

OMG!!! ALLY LOOK UP OBAMA KILLS FLY ON YOUTUBE! ITS SO COOL! even though im not a big fan of obama this vid is pure AWESOMENESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN A NINJA!

his user name was emptysawesome, or something like that... i forget exactly.

hey! im glad u didn't subscribe. u can b friends with him and maybe u can descreetly slide it across to him not to cuss so much in his videos.(u can dangle the possibility of subscribing to him if he stops cussing so much in his vids hahaha compromise!) that is kinda wierd he wanted u 2 randomly subscribe unless he knows u and u just don't know who he is yet. wat is his user name on utube??? i hope 2 c u 2morrow @ church peace out

whoa. wat guy from what high school? and thanks for the air hugs. greatly appreciated. i'm actually taking it much better than i thought i would. so tomorrow's your last day of skool? ours is tuesday. were getting yearbooks tomorrow though. so that'll be fun. this weird guy on youtube just randomly sent me this message:
Hey
Whats up frodoblakchristis1? If you can, please check out my videos and if you like them, please subscribe.

his vids. involve lots of screaming cuss words at people. i didn't subscribe. i told him id be friends w/ him on utube though. is that ok? or bad? hes kinda weird...

u know what i learned today that i never knew before? i helped my friend daniel open up. i had no idea i had such an impact on him. we are so alike in many ways. we were both so closed off, so closed in. but then i opened up and it took me on a whole new adventure that i wouldn't trade for anything. so when he came to our school, i wanted him to open up too. he was so quiet and shy. but now he's crazy!!!!

hello. school is almost over for me. this thursday is my last day and its kinda depressing for me. and for all u haters out there who say my little christian school is a retarded sheltered place, i have a frickin news flash for u. I DONT CARE. i love my school. i learn the truth every day, there is no cussing, no drugs, no perversion. i know u might think that all that is great fun and thats it going to make u popular but i got some news for u. it doesn't last. when the buzz wears off u r going to feel empty and used. nothing in this world will keep u completely satisfied. this is just venting my feelings, im not really talking to anyone on blogger im actually talking to a guy i know. he hasnt realized it yet but im not like the slutty girls at his high school. i have morals, i dont swear like a sailor, i dont dress like a prostitute. oh, btw ally, if u read this im still sorry for wat u told me on sunday :,( im sending u air hugs