We finally went ice skating, but darn it, it had to rain again. We went anyways and we had a blast. Some of our friends had never been before or had only been once before. They were super nervous. We tried to calm them down as much as we could. We finally would take them by the arms and plow them along. It was kind of like the scene in "Bambi" when Thumper is teaching Bambi how to ice skate. That's actually exactly what it was like! Haha, just call me Thumper.

Darn. We're not going ice skating...again. Most of the other kids can't come. But we're going next week hopefully. Ug, I wish I had cable. I want to watch all the late night t.v. shows. Especially the Jimmy Fallon one tonight but I don't have cable so that is probably not going to happen. I love staying up late. I'm a night person. Always have been. My dad used to called me an owl cause I was always up so late. Funny thing is, owls are my favorite animals.

Oh my goodness, I just realized how much I like those doodles in the background. I can't wait till Tuesday. I get to ice skating with my youth group! If it doesn't rain...grrr. I want to see my youth leaders try to skate. I know one of them was really hesitant about going cause he doesn't want to hurt himself but I begged him to let us go. And he said yes. My other youth leader was completely the opposite. He was so thrilled about going.

Ahhhh! All my friends are growing up! I don't want them to leave me. I love them too much...No more sleep overs at the church, no more caroling, no more playing football on the quad at JMS, no more going out to lunch, no more running through the fountains, no more playing "hey cow!", no more just sitting and laughing at stupid dorky thing. "And others strains of woe which now seem woe, Compared with lose of thee, will not seem so." -Shakespeare's Sonnet 90

Hi there!!! So much has happened lately! I went to my first concert, my best chicka from my church is graduating from college, I'm a costume desinger in a play, I found a new old t.v. show called Perry Mason that I'm completely and totally addicted to, I can drive soon, my best friend can drive in two months *turns green with jealously*, I am planning on going to a Nevershoutnever concert in January, and I got to see my brother Michael. Meeting Mike was one of the highlights of my week. I was in a thrift store looking extremely homeless and soaked from the pouring rain. It was so random that we saw him there. But it was perfect. I wouldn't have it any other way! Also, just a few minutes ago, my dumb cat brought a live rat in the house. The rat ran under the couch and my cat ran after, killed it, and then started eating it. It's hysterical now that it's over.

Yeah for concerts!

MIKEY! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? WHEN ARE YOU DOING THIS? WILL YOU STOP DOING THIS!? JUST COME TO STINKING SAN DIEGO! WHAT'S SO COOL ABOUT L.A. ANYWAYS!? WELL I'VE NEVER BEEN THERE BUT STILL. JUST GET THE BAND AND COME SOON! WELL THATS THE DAY THAT THE USED IS COMING TO CALIF AND YOU GUYS ARE BFF'S WITH THEM HUH? THEY ARE REALLY COOL. WELL IF YOU EVER READ THIS (HEHE WHICH YOU NEVER WILL) TELL 'EM I SAY HEY AND BOTH OF YOU GUYS KEEP MAKING MUSIC. YOU CAN MAKE MUSIC FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIVES AND I'LL KEEP LISTENING!!!

I had so much fun at the Carnival in the Community Center tonight. It was amazing! I went with my youth group and we just hung out and ate till we were sick and ran around trying to jack candy from the stands and stuff. Then we goofed off on JMS campus and it was really dark and spooky. I was supposed to go with my friend Sunday and see a movie but it didn't work out. I need to call her and talk to her so we can hang out another time. We are a lot more alike now that we're all in high school. OHHHHHH! The Used are coming to LA on the 10th!!! I wanna see them so bad! I'm listening to them rite now.

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." -Dr. Seuss

Hehe, I like my background...it's pretty.

Shoot! My computer hates me!!! I had to create a new blog for no reason cause my friking retarded laptop wouldn't let me back into this one!

Haha. I shouldn't be laughing but I am. I knew it wouldn't last. They broke up. This relationship lasted um a little less than a week. I just knew like I always know with all my girlfriends like her. "I found the perfect guy," they say giggling like they're in middle school still. Then they go through the pathetic list of all the good things about the guy. I force a light note into my voice and say, "I'm so happy for you. He sounds wonderful." I don't believe it though. I can't even tell them that I feel like this guy isn't the "right one". They all ask me for advice and I give them true raw blunt advice and they ignore it. It's really exhausting.

She did it. She's been trying to do this for weeks now. She has been obsessing over it to the point where I wanted to take a gun to my head so I wouldn't have to keep dealing with the crap she was hurling at me over and over and over again. Well now she can't bother me. She finally got what she wanted. She finally poked her nose into places it shouldn't be, she was annoying and infantile and she got what she wanted. God, I bet it won't last. I bet that guy is a complete jerk. He seems really shallow and immature but she wanted him...so she went out and got him.

UUUUUUHHHHHHHH! MY FRIENDS ARE DRIVING ME INSANE!!! how is it that everytime I try to pick new friends that I hope are going to be calm, savvy, actually have a head on their shoulders and I pick the gals that are the preppiest, most dramatic idiotic girls in the world?!? Really, my friends seriously need to go on Ebay and find themselves real lives. They think their soooo cool and all that and they want me to be like them. I will never be like them. I'm never going let any of their crap get to me because I get tired of listeing to them complain and make fun of me because of the music i listen to, the stuff i say, the dreams i have, the plans i'm making.

"Be yourself, don't take anyone's [crap] and never let them take you alive."
~Gerard Way~

Um I just watched part of the movie Sweeney Todd. You know, the new one with Johnny Depp and Helena Bonham Carter. Its so disturbing. It made me sick to my stomach but strangely I'm enjoying it and I find myself singing along with the songs that I know. I finally stopped the movie at the part where the rival barber comes to Sweeney for a shave. Its a really gory bloody movie and I think in the end Sweeney kills them all. Oh I hope Anthony doesn't die. He's my favorite so far. And I just finished this disturbing book about a guy that gets bone cancer, starts to die slowly, decideds to kill himself with the help of his friends and sister so he can say he went out on his own timing and that the cancer didn't take him, he has a seizure a few days before he's about to kill himself, and in the end his sister comes to the hospital in a disguise, gives him a few insulin shots and he dies. Now, for happier or less gruesome news...haha yesterday I went to my guyfriend's house for a party. One of my sista friends showed up and and I got a kick outta watching her flirt with my guyfriend's cousin. Hey if you're reading this, yes you were flirting with him and yes hun, you were that obvious!!!

Ow. My mouth hurts. I went to the dentist yesterday and he had to give me some shots so he could numb my mouth. When he was done, my mouth felt so weird I was too paranoid to eat anything. That was at about 11 when we finished. Then at around 6:45 that night I was in my neighbors kitchen inhaling the mac and cheese that was supposed to be for the kids I was babysitting. Oh man, it was soooo good. Then I just drank milk out of their little sippy cups and truthfully, I was so content. I stood in front ot the sink and studied the sunset...sipping my milk thoughtfully. Then when I did the dishes I started to sing. I think I sing way too much because 5 year old Brooklyn rushed into the kitchen and asked, "Why are you singing?" Every child I've babysat has asked me that or askes, "Why do you sing so much?" I think its hysterical. I just tell 'em that I like to sing. You know what I noticed about myself? I can't stand jelly unless it has the seeds in it. I don't know why. I can't stand seedless jelly. Its soooooooo gross.

I finally did it. I cut my hair. Everyone tells me it looks darling and so cute. When they say that it makes me feel like a little kid but as long as they don't hate it. But I have to curl it a little in the morning so it doesn't stick to my face and look retarded. Haha I'm the kinda girl that uses a straightner to curl her hair...ha thats no joke. It's true. Straightners are much better than curling irons in my opinion. I don't want to go back to school on Tuesday. I enjoyed my week off too much. Well, gotta go and do whatever it is I do when I'm not blogging.

Wow. The weekend was so amazing. I spent the weekend with people that I love. I ended up going to the races with my dad and little siter. My uncle mike, uncle mark, and "aunt" toby were all there. clarifying the aunt thing, it's a family joke we have with him. Don't freak out!!! During the day, I was the crazy maniac! They ran me all over the place making me get them parts, tools, cloths, ect. I got to drive my dads car around and I took my uncles car off the trailer. I felt so good because they trusted me enough to drive their cars. Toby is gonna get me a fake ID so I can drive. But then things went wrong. After working my butt off for them, I crawled into my bunkbed thing in the motorhome and to my horror, I was eaten alive by a million blood sucking misquitos!!! I thought, "Maybe if I go under the covers, they wont get me." Oh no, they came under the covers with me and bit me more. I didn't get over 3 hours of sleep that night cause I was so miserable. I had so many bandages on myself to keep from scrathing Hannah would joke and say, "No she has like Leprosy!" That is kinda an inside joke with me and Hannah too so if you don't get it, thats okay. Trust me. Hahahahahaha! Another inside joke. Sorry, I must be making you guys feel left out. Back on track. When I got up and went outside, everyone said I looked awful so they told Toby to pick up some meds for me while he went to get parts for the cars. That was the weirdest feeling in the world. I was just sitting there...almost completely numb. I didn't feel good but I didn't feel horrible either. When he gave the meds I went into his trailer with the air and sweat out all the venom and got a couple much needed hours of sleep. Then came the rest of the night. We watched races gasped as cars crashed hard and as my uncle got a flat tire, my dad finished third, and as Dave finally won a race. His son was so happy for him he couldn't stop smiling...which isn't bad because he has a beautiful smile. Then we went to bed with the air on in the motorhome and it was heavenly!!! Then we came home in the morning. So yeah...man I talk a lot and to no one pretty much. But I actually perfer talking to myself than to other people sometimes. Woah taht sounds really stupid and a bit retarded but oh well. Peace out friends...many blessings upon you all.

I like my background. I think I will keep it for awhile. This Friday is gonna be insanse! At youth group, we are having a special guest speaker and it's gonna be really fun and cool. But also on Friday I was gonna get my hair cut and then also we have the races to go to. Everyone is gonna be there. Dad, me, Uncle Mark, Uncle Mike, MJ, Toby, Aunt Patty and hannah...i think. Cass might come with us too. So much to do so little time. Well I gotta go do homework before the Santa Anna winds knock down the tree next to window and destroy my room to the point where I can't even open my door!

Ekkkk! I'm scared. My hair is finally long enough to donate to locks of love. My friend Cassidy is going to cut her hair with but her hair isn't long enough yet. My hair when I get it cut will have never ever been this short before. What if no one likes it? What if they make fun of me? Well you know what, its for a good cause and my hair will grow back but theirs most likely won't. So there haters.

wow that one below this one is really long and a little emo but im good now. just venting my feelings cause i feel like sending a message into cyberspace for complete stangers to read instead of talking about it with my family. i'm such a retard! :P

You know when you want someone to play a major role in your life, but there is no possible way in the entire world that that would ever ever happen and the more you see that person and the more they slip away from you in your relationship, the more dejected and hopeless you feel? I feel that way right now. Its not that fun. It was really bad tonight. Or when you have the best friend in the entire world and you could talk to them about anything or do anything to them and they will still say "I love you" at the end of the day. And when this friend slowly and painfully starts to slip away from you. And you clucth at them until the knuckles show white and you cry out in pain, "Pleas, hold on! Please, just hold onto me!" And they loosen their grip slowly oh so slowly until you are holding onto them by their pinky finger and they aren't even paying attention to what you are trying to do. They are only concentrated on the drop below and the free fall. And it breaks your heart when you see the anticipation in their eyes at the thrill of the unknown drop and you wonder why in the world are still holding onto them? why are you holding them back? Because you love them too much and you don't want to lose them ever ever. If i lose them, my life would become an empty meaningless void and i would be consumed form the inside out with thoughts of them. I've met new people and have started new relationships with people that i love like my own flesh and blood. And I'm so terrified of losing them because i realize now thats a much too real possibility. One of them could be lead away to anothter part of the world never to be seen again. another friend is already gone. i will barely get to see her now because of her convictions and what she believes God is telling her to do. I miss her so much. another friend is never there when i'm there and i'm never there when hes there. tonight i noticed there was a gap in our family. he wasn't there. at a dumb track meet thing where he had to go to a friends house and eat. how lame. wish he had been there. the others are amazing but i can never see them except on fridays. these days are the hightlights of my week. when i can sit down and curl up with my family and be myself and let myself go. it makes me so happy when we are all together. but i'm still so scared of all of us getting separated forever. if they leave me, what will i do? i'm not a retarded person who lives and breathes and revolves around her friends but i really do love them. my heart fills up to the bursting point when i see all of us huddled together under the feeble light by the pool, everyone soaking wet from going swimming at their own will or being tossed in, my "older bro" strumming his guitar and all of us singing together. we all talk about the troubles in our life and we pray for eachother and its such a blessing. i come away feeling more loved and cleaner than pure white cotton. i wish everyone cared as much about me as i do about them. i wish i could tell them but i can't find the words and it would disturb some of them because they don't feel like i do.

Ug. I dislike homework. I was starting to have a meltdown over all the useless scientific writing I had to do so I took a welcome break. I logged onto my blog yipee! Writing for fun really calms me down and helps me think and reflect on deep and important things. Yeah I know I'm a nerd. At least I don't wear braces or glasses. Well if I keep reading in the dark and my teeth keep growing the wrong way I might need both. Ha! I'm glad I'm not on webcam-i just caught myself with my head lolling back mouth open while I was writing. I seriously need to stop staying up till one in the morning. The clouds are rolling in. Yes. I love clouds. They are a gorgeous, unique and sometimes ominous reminder of God's glory. And it means Calif is finally going to get some relief form the mean relentless sun. (Like the words I'm using? I know you do) *groans in annoyance and bangs head against wall* my little sister can really be a bother sometimes. I don't think anyone reads this but I don't care that much...well a little. I know random people probably read this and my friends read this. Ok now I'm going to go.

Blah blah blah. My friend Alicia said I was nerdy because I have a blog. She just does7n't know how to live. She needs to get a life of7f of Ebay! Love you Alicia! I had my first guitar lesson at my new school. The tea7cher is pretty cool. There is the guy in my class named Joey and he's so good at guitar-it's insane! Hey if anyone has one-way tickets for a round trip to Australia, I would reall7y appreciate if you could give them to me. Th7ey would be even cooler if I could pick the day I could leav7e and choose how long I could sta7y there. If you have 'em and don't want 'em, give 'em to meeeeeee! I have a good use for t7hem, the use which am going to use them for I will withold from you beca7use I'm mean like that ;)

I just got back from the beach. Man, the waves were like ten feet tall!!! There were a lot of rip currents that would suck you down and drag you on the bottom. I couldn't get up once they dragged me down. I bodysurfed one wave and i got spit out with the curl of the wave and i got slammed into the bottom. I got out after that. Becasue I love my life. Well gotta go finish my math homework becuase it due tomorrow. Chow! (or however those crazy brits spell it :P)

Ug. My little sister is having another one of her crying sessions. I can hear her crying and screaming right now. She does this pretty much every day. My entire family is getting fed up with it. She asks the same things over and over again to my mom and dad. When they get tired of her and tell her to go away she comes and cries to me. I tell her what we've all been telling her for the last um let's see...eight months and she still asks me the same questions. I'm sooooo tired of it! Then when she gets an answer she's looking for...she asks the same question again. It's so frustrating.

Yeah, 2 months exactly! It was 2 months ago that i posted my last comment. My cousins came down to visit us. They are so much fun. They are a couple years older than me but that makes them even more fun. I started high school too. On the stinkin' 18th of August! I was soooo ticked off. But it's cool i guess. I met two awesome people who i am proud to call my friends. They are Alicia and Felisha and Moses. Well thats three but whatever, i stink at math anyways. I'm actually struggling to finish it right now. well now i am going to get a life. bye!

i saw a really good movie today. it was the third ice age. i know it may seem really childish to some, but i loved it. it's actually my new favorite movie :)

oh my gosh! i was watching this video today called all around me by flyleaf and this one girl put a comment about being jealous because they got to walk around in this gorgeous paint in bare feet. I FEEL THE EXACT SAME WAY!!!!! oh and if you get the chance look up the vid jesse mccartney (attempts and fails) at covering i write sins. it is sooooooooo funny! im warning you in advance and i apologize if you are a jesse fan :P

:) i feel a lot better today. yesterday afternoon my little sister and i completely destroyed what was disturbing me. it was bothering her too but not as much as me. so i ran into the garage screaming for a hammer and i think i scared the stranger in there talking to my dad. then we took it outside and smashed it!! i felt so good afterwards that almost cried of happiness. ahh! sweet bliss! it doesn't take much to please or entertain me.

im extremely disturbed right now. you know when u see something that totally disgusts you to the point where your're almost in tears and you can't get that image out of your mind no matter what you do? thats sorta what i feel like.

hi. i just got back from a kinda awkward pool party with some of the people from my 4-H group. it was nice because all the people that im friends with came. then my other friend showed up and her older sister brought her boy friend. that was really awkward but he was really funny so it wasn't too bad i guess

OMG!!! ALLY LOOK UP OBAMA KILLS FLY ON YOUTUBE! ITS SO COOL! even though im not a big fan of obama this vid is pure AWESOMENESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN A NINJA!

his user name was emptysawesome, or something like that... i forget exactly.

hey! im glad u didn't subscribe. u can b friends with him and maybe u can descreetly slide it across to him not to cuss so much in his videos.(u can dangle the possibility of subscribing to him if he stops cussing so much in his vids hahaha compromise!) that is kinda wierd he wanted u 2 randomly subscribe unless he knows u and u just don't know who he is yet. wat is his user name on utube??? i hope 2 c u 2morrow @ church peace out

whoa. wat guy from what high school? and thanks for the air hugs. greatly appreciated. i'm actually taking it much better than i thought i would. so tomorrow's your last day of skool? ours is tuesday. were getting yearbooks tomorrow though. so that'll be fun. this weird guy on youtube just randomly sent me this message:
Hey
Whats up frodoblakchristis1? If you can, please check out my videos and if you like them, please subscribe.

his vids. involve lots of screaming cuss words at people. i didn't subscribe. i told him id be friends w/ him on utube though. is that ok? or bad? hes kinda weird...

u know what i learned today that i never knew before? i helped my friend daniel open up. i had no idea i had such an impact on him. we are so alike in many ways. we were both so closed off, so closed in. but then i opened up and it took me on a whole new adventure that i wouldn't trade for anything. so when he came to our school, i wanted him to open up too. he was so quiet and shy. but now he's crazy!!!!

hello. school is almost over for me. this thursday is my last day and its kinda depressing for me. and for all u haters out there who say my little christian school is a retarded sheltered place, i have a frickin news flash for u. I DONT CARE. i love my school. i learn the truth every day, there is no cussing, no drugs, no perversion. i know u might think that all that is great fun and thats it going to make u popular but i got some news for u. it doesn't last. when the buzz wears off u r going to feel empty and used. nothing in this world will keep u completely satisfied. this is just venting my feelings, im not really talking to anyone on blogger im actually talking to a guy i know. he hasnt realized it yet but im not like the slutty girls at his high school. i have morals, i dont swear like a sailor, i dont dress like a prostitute. oh, btw ally, if u read this im still sorry for wat u told me on sunday :,( im sending u air hugs

I AM SUCH A HORRIBLE PERSON!!!!!!! NUDGE WAS SO HOMESICK AND I COULDN'T TAKE HER HOME AND I COULD FEEL ALL OF HER BONES WHEN SHE WALKED BY!!! MY POOR IGGY! I GLANCED BACK AT HIM WHEN I WAS LEAVING AND THAT WAS THE LAST TIME I EVER SAW HIM!!!!!!! btw, these are my pigs that i raised for the fair (well nudge is hannah's pig but she didn't take care of her very much) AAAAAGGGGGGGG!!!! I NEVER WANT TO SELL ANOTHER PIG AGAIN! THEY'RE SO MEAN TO THEM!!! WWWWWHHHHHHHYYYY!? The meat people don't care about the pig, they only want to get it in the trailer and haul it away...

YAH! I LOVE MY BACKGROUND! IT'S CALLED TALK LESS DANCE MORE...or something like that... YEAH! I LOVE TECKTONIK! It's amazing, Karla introduced it to me! If you don't like tecktonik, you are an emo hater! Go sit in a corner and cut yourself!!!!! Sorry for the outburst I kinda blacked 0ut there! ;D

awwww.... poor rachel. today wasn't such a good day for me either. mrs. brody got mad @ me for being on blogger at school, so then she told mrs poulter, and now i think im banned from the computer lab or something, then, apparently, mrs poulter said i was nominated for some special stuff, but this might totaly mess me up. >[ then she also tells mrs pardue, and mrs pardue goes into serious mood, and says that if she sees me doing that, i might get a pink slip. bleh. then when my dad picked me up, instead of getting mexican food or pizza (which was actually made originally by the chinese)(random fact of the day), we go to daniels, and get stuff i don't really care for, so i didn't eat to much for dinner. oh well. bleh. today didn't go well with me. i guess its one of those days. also, (i forgot about this) i was doing well in the manikin test for CPR, but then, when i was showing bartling what to do if someone is choking, i failed cuz i didn't call 911. whats up w/ that? so wat? if i help the person, and they stop choking, then 911 was called for no reason, and they just wasted time!!!!! watheheck bartling?!?!? so now i have to redo that part of the test. big whoop-de-do.

BLLLLAAAARRRRRRAAAAGGGGGHHHHHHH! why does life have to be so difficult?! tough week havn't you guessed. Karla gave me this demon possessed chicken that hates being in a cage and he jumps...a lot...like really really high. and my dog wants to eat him... I can hear him jumping around in his cage rite now. i feel like such a bad person for putting him in there! he probably hates me :(

hello. i feel really blue rite now so i'm going to change my lovely back ground. wow who would've guessed i was about to change my back ground! there r just so many 2 choose from, i can't decide...

i know! i love it! the background is called dusk for the ambitious. you can find it under the tree category.

whoa. i love that background. whats it called? i need to know.

AAAGGGGHHHH! i had school today. i go to a private christian school so we only get a short easter break. ally on your page how do you get the thing that plays the music? i would love to get one but i'm not computer savvy enough to figure it out by myself! ;D

hello im back from SC. i love it there because every day is a new adventure. the weather is different the people are amazing and i love the way they talk. hey ally! i haven't seen you in a long time and i miss you. r u coming to church? we should totally hang out sometime. c ya'll later. ;D

hello. i'm leaving for South Carolina on Friday night. i'm going out to visit some of my friends. Even though it's like 7:30 i'm still not fully awake and i can't type very fast because i made a lot of mistakes.

I just got back from the most amazing youth conference I've ever been to in my entire! It's called Planet Wisdom and it's just pure awesomeness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Every one in the entire world should go to PW at least once in their life. I LOVE THE SKIT GUYS THEY ARE SO FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the band was awesome too. they're called Dutton. they named their band after the street their home church is on. so yah you should totally go it's is so fun and amazing!

OMG! I saw ALLison's page the other day and it was pure AWESOMENESS!!! I LOVE PON AND ZI!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY ARE AMAZING!!!!!! my little sis thought i was weird because i love them but now she loves them too!!!

Hello! Karla is back!!!!!!! I'm so stoked! Haha, I love that word. She came to school and it was like WOAH! We were all crazy and happy and yah! We washed our school van for PE too. We got all wet and soapy and we had a lot of fun! I just got back from a skiing trip with my school. My teacher and my friends took me down this thing called theWall and I almost died!!! That thing is so steep! You can't even see the slope its just straight down. Then me and my friend Cassidy lost it on the way home. We talked about a flock of flying camels that live in Mamona (Ramona tee-hee sorry Hannah!) that have retractable wings like airplanes that they hide under their humps so no one can see them! LONG LIVE FLYING CAMELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEY! GUESS WHAT!!!!!!! KARLA IS COMING BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO FLIPPIN' EXCITED!!!!!!!!!! SHE IS SO AWESOME AND I MISS HER!!!!!!!!! HI KARLA! ;D

ally tagged me so here are my 14 facts because im 14 (duh)
1. my name is rachel
2. i love blue polka dot jelly beans...or any old jelly bean except the yellow ones with green dots on them. those are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nasty!
3. i own a lot of animals: a big annoying bird named Manly, a little possessed bird named Cuddles, two cockatails named Frenchie and Rizzo, a spazzy dog named Jetta, a cute puppy named Bella, 13 chickens (im not going to name them) two pigs, Iggy and Nudge, and last but not least my little sister Hannah. we're not sure what type of animal she is yet.
4. i love to read!!!
5. i can play acoustic guitar
6. if i lost my iPod, i would curl up in ball and die!
7. chocolate is amazing
8. im a christian
9. i went on a 25 mile bike ride to Coronado
10. my butt hurt really really bad afterwards
11. if you go to the parkway mall and look on the billboards that advertise SHARP hospital, you will see on one of them a picture of a guy in a green polo, blue eyes, gray hair and thats my uncle who survived a uber bad heart attack. the doc said there was no hope for him at all and that he was going to die
12. my dad drives a race car at the Barona dirt race track
13. i love music
14. if i could do my hair a different way for one day, i would have dreadlocks!!!! GO BOB MARELY!!!!

i tag u rachel. look at my amazing ninja blog for details.

=D

hey. i don't have much to say because i can't express myself very well. anyway, hi ally, hi delaney. ally i still have your b-day present, so let me know when i'll see you so i can give it to you. bye

Are u al right??? r u feeling really sick??? don't die!!! that totally stinks! anyways, happy birthday ally!

maruru is delaney. i think i commented of that a while ago, but maybe i didn't. and thanks! the only bad thing about today is that i'm sick. i had a fever earlier, and i didn't do so well. i have to go now. see ya!!!

thanx. ally do you know who the new person following me is? btw happy birthday!!! now ur one year older!!! happy bithday, ur life still isn't over!!! how be things wit u? i haven't seen u in lke, forever. things around here are pretty much normal...well nothing around here is ever "normal!" ;D

hey, i like the new background. is it from pyzam? it's really cool!

hey. my mom and sister got into a big fight and it was so horrible. i went to my room wishing i was somewhere peaceful and far away. after that, i acted like a stray dog around my mom. tail between my legs. she hasn't yelled at my sister like that for a long long time. it scared me.

hey guys! im so tired right now. after school, me and some of my friends were hanging out. i got my guyfriend so hooked on Maximum Ride, we go into our own little world when we talk about it!!! hey, who is the new person following my blog??? ur name is maruru? well...anyways welcome to my blog. FEAR ME AND MY AMAZING WRITING SKILLS!!!! HEAR ME RAWR! ;D

i dont know what i want for my b-day!!!!!! you know how u just saw the amazing socks and they were screaming "AAAAAALLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"? well, i guess just do the same thing. cuz i have no idea. sorry. :(

=D

ps- today is Cee's b-day!!! yay!!!!

hey ally. what do you want for your b-day??? me and kelsey want to know. you can call her and tell her what you want or email kelsey or whatever. soooo, what do you want. do tell. ;D

yay!!

thank you rachel!!!

hey. this would be a comment, but that needs to be fixed. you need to grant me administrative privileges. if you forgot how, just ask. allison

hey ally. missed you at youth group today. did you hear about eric and april? eric isn't on the elder board anymore and they're leaving. i hate what's going on at church. it makes me so sick. i want to be bitter and angry at the people who caused all this to happen, but i can't because it will just destroy my life. so yah, that's what's been going on. thanx for accepting my invite. ttly.

HI RACHEL!!!

hi!!! hi just accepted the invite, so now i am here!! yay!! thanks!!!!!

hey guys! ugh! i had a stupid midterm today. why do u need those things? ur going 2 4get it all anyways. unless u have an insanely good memory which i don't have... why do we remember some things and then forget other things? why do we remember things we try so hard to forget and then forget everything we try so hard to remember??? we remember all the bad things people have done 2 us, and then we forget all the good things they've done 4 us.

hey bloggerz!!! waz up! sorry i haven't officially posted anything on my blog, i couldn't remember how to get to it. feel free to post stuff on my blog, PEACE OUT!